It has been many days since I wrote a post.
What have I been doing all these days? I was trying to change myself all these days. Why? I do not know as to why I was trying to change myself. One thing led to another, one word let to another thought and the result was that I wanted to change myself. I wanted to become this serious, organized girl who has her life planned and laid out in front of her (I forbid people from laughing at this idea). I was serious about the change.
When someone asks me what I was going to do next, I wanted to list down at least ten things. Throughout my life the answer I have been giving is ‘Err.. Well… Its.. Actually.. I have no clue’. I wanted to change that. Believe me. I tried… The result is that my life during the past few days has been miserable.
I write long emails
I cry watching sentimental movies
I love pani poori
I hate popcorn
I walk for hours in pondy bazaar streets watching the colors
I hug and kiss my mom while we are walking on a road
I hate shopping
I love dogs
I like to LOVE
I read books for hours together
I don’t shy away at the mention of romance
I dance and sing when I feel like
I love junk food
I do not drink or smoke
I like fantasy and magic
I am all this and much more. Just the way my name belongs to me, my stupidity, kiddishness and insanity belongs to me. I make people happy. I make them smile. When I bid good-bye to all this, I bid good-bye to my happiness. I wouldn’t try that again. Never.
Its good u realized it sooner. People try to mask themselves to emulate "the PERFECT LAD/LASS" . Towards pursuing this utopia , they lose sight of their own . In a nutshell , I would urge u to be what u re. U'll be doubly successful and happy .
ReplyDeleteOn a parallel , i would like to quote the King of Pop , MJJ 's words .." I wish to be seen as a person rather than a personality "
Chill! i wont change.. not in this life time. :)
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